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Apr. 11th, 2010

I'm just speechless. The idea of going to a mall was a great idea- it gave us something to do without having to stand awkwardly staring at each other. Nicole is very nice, I didn't mind there being someone else with us. It somehow devolved into me standing awkwardly in someone I'd just met's living room crying because it was too much stress standing in a closed office watching someone else clean. I'm sorry, I just worked all day at a job that i've been having a lot of issues with.  I -flew- out to get there around a good-ish time. I was much more interested in interaction and when I'm in a new situation with new people I start to panic due to the lack of familiarity and I stop talking/interacting. I wish we'd just gone straight to the mall, we did pretty ok at the start of the visit. I really want to make this work.


God hates a coward, so what am I being a coward from? I didn't feel comfortable discussing things in front of Faithe's cousin, and Faithe seemed interested in hanging out with her so I wasn't going to take that away.

-It hurts feeling like a fleeing distraction
-It hurts going from an important part of someones life to an inconsiquential.
-New environment/people
-Change of plans- I was really hoping to buy a different shirt for my interview on Tuesday.
-Hearing Faithe say that Nicoles home was her second home. That's been said about my home by her.
-Feeling like I don't matter to her when I'm upset. I've cried and been upset about this WAY more than she has.




El Fin. I don't care who reads this, it was written for a private entry, but god hates a coward, sunny.
JE SUIS UN REQUIIIIN
SUCE MON ZOOOOB
JE SUIS UN REQUIN

I'm Trying To Pay A Ransom Here, Folks.

Let us give this a go~ I feel a  bit bad, because you've probably built this up to epic proportions and now you've got stuck with shitty little clips... :\



Mar. 29th, 2009

I JUST FUCKING SAW MORRISSEY. HE EVEN TOOK HIS SHIRT OF AND DAAAAYMN HE'S BEEN WORKING OUT OR SOME SHIT. WOO!

In case you're curious, he was WAY louder than Cradle of Filth was in concert hahaha!

I'm looking to sell my pink Nintendo DS, if you or anyone you know might be interested, let me know? :D? I'm not looking to sell it for much...

I could sell it on eBay, or at gamestop or whatnot, but I'd rather try to sell it through other channels first.

Mar. 1st, 2009

DISCUSTED IS NOT A FUCKING WORD, YOU ASSHOLES.

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